FON + NSL

Taken when we were still friends.

2 down, 3 more to go.

Worst papers : Phar and AAP. How am I going to pass these 2 papers..

I SHOULD START REVISING NOW.

Update again

As mentioned at yesterday's post, I dont have the mood to study.. So I'll just do a 5min update..

Photo took kinda long ago, guess it was before school reopen. Missmissmiss him and his smelly stinky smell.

Friday out for Yuki Yaki. And then to gym at school for S&W. Intend to head to Dar's house first with smelly Ping and Fer but Fer has last min test, so cancelled. Will just head for a good feast after her test. Goooody Luckie to you :)

Missing out - Ah Lai cos she has to work at expo. Next outing perhaps. Go support her if you wanna buy IT stuffs.

The end.

Exams..

Exam starts on Monday. Forced myself not to start the very last minute but still I didnt revise my work. There's no point of regretting because I cant turn back time. And everywhere I go, be it working environment or school, there's always one person out there to compete. Maybe more, which I dont know. Guess its just human nature or a bunch of rotten sour grapes. They are just an eye sore to me.

Anyway, been busy...

Went for dance today. Kinda tough as this time round the whole dance would be more focused on me instead of my partner. I have to practice real hard but I dont have the time to. Melvin took us today and he gave us a sightly more challenging moves. Its challenging for me and its tough because of all the spins which I sucked at it. Sigh..

Went to Bugis for WongKok and roamed around the mall for a while. JJ sent me home and he went to Zouk. Tempted, as its been a nongnong time since I club. Dropped the idea as I need to study. So here I blogging....

No mood to study. Xin Hao Fan... Hao Xiang Ku...

relax, take it easy

Relax, take it easy
For there is nothing that we can do.
Relax, take it easy
Blame it on me or blame it on you.

I guess I shouldnt keep it to myself for too long,

but I know what you've done.

Too bad too sad.

Go on and say those shit about me,

I dont give a fuck damn,

because basically you are just being too childish.

You are so childish till you did those stuffs.

Full of motive.

The more I think,

the more I feel I am not in the wrong from the start.

It's as if I'm scared.
It's as if I'm terrified.
It's as if I scared.
It's as if I'm playing with fire.
Scared.
It's as if I'm terrified.
Are you scared?
Are we playing with fire?

I joke with you,

I laugh at you,

I kid with you,

all along,

BUT I NEVER FUCKING FOOL YOU.

And yet you treat me like a moronic fool.

I can jolly well tell you,

I never thought you are this kinda person.

You arent perfect,

and from the start,

I tell myself to treat you better.

And just from my back,

you stabbed me like fuck.

Once, twice, I know, but more, I dont want to know.

It doesnt hurt,and dont you ever try it again.

I will not ever forgive you, even now.

What goes around comes around.

Relax
There is an answer to the darkest times.
It's clear we don't understand but the last thing on my mind
Is to leave you.
I believe that we're in this together.
Don't scream - there are so many roads left.

I promised myself not to ever care about your feelings anymore. And please, its just between you and me, so dont you ever put others into this shit. And please, others also had the taste of what you did. You are just crap shit.

I remain silent doesnt mean I am not angry, I snap at you once or twice or more doesnt mean I am speechless, its because I still regard you as a friend, a close friend, a good friend, who I am trying to accept the way you are, but what you did was just so wrong, so wrong till I have misunderstood you for being such a bitch.

I know my attutide is bad, I know I am blunt, but I have my limits, I think first before what I said for certain times, because I dont wanna hurt you. So I can jolly well assume you did your planning well, by not talking and doing. Actions speak louder than words. Well done, friend.

When a dog doesnt bite, we play with the dog. And when we keep playing with the dog, it starts to bite.

When I throw one pingpong ball on the wall, hundredd bounced back.


Something must be wrong.

Get the meaning of this.

Yawns

Lone.

-

Depressed.



And
I
Dont
Know
What
To
Do


Tell me, will you?